I didn't know...

Pose : FOXCITY. Sits VOL2-6m

Beautifimous Proppages : {moss&mink} Trinity bath & Tera Planters (Grey) @ FaMESHedX

{moss&mink} #Blessed

{moss&mink} Paper Flowers

Fundati's Great Grass Chamomile

Pixel Mode - Anahata - Floor Candles (Check MP, no longer available gacha item)

Pixel Mode - Victoria's Bath - White Towel Stack (Check MP, no longer available gacha item)

{anc} bubbles . 

Okay Spoonies, so I know I had a total melt down a couple of days ago and basically spewed a bit of hate about how so unfair it is that recognition in blogging does not always equate to talent, but some delusional idea of 'fame', HOWEVER, I may have had an epiphany... and this is why I love blogging, because I get to share it with you.

I've spoken before about how my daughter lives with my parents, you may have to dig a little deeply to find that, but the full post is within this here blog, and I attribute that fact to me now being able to move on in a much healthier direction. 

Today my daughter called me absolutely distraught. We've had issues getting her to go to school on a regular basis, and today was one of those days. As punishment for her refusal to go, Grandad took away the internet, and she was sad about it because, like most 16 year olds, she likes to spend her days playing games with her online friends.

As I was trying to calm her and explain that when you're good, good things happen, and when you're bad you're punished, I suddenly realized this wasn't entirely true. So there I am, stumbling over my words and trying to explain that to my daughter, when it only just sunk in for me.

Don't misunderstand, I KNEW life wasn't fair. It just didn't sink in that one day I might have to explain that to someone else, nor that I'd make a bit of a twat of myself by expressing the very same sentiment in that one post we're never going to speak of again!

xoxo

All of the things : 

Body, Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Head : LeLutka Bento Head-PIPER 3.3

Skin : Lefort by REVOUL Nicki Lelutka Applier 

Eyes : REVOUL - Revoulutionary Beauty Eyes 

Hair : -FABIA- Mesh Hair   < Somali> GROUP GIFT

Tattoo : DAPPA - Magnolia Tattoo. @ Harajuku

Bikini : Luder! Miyu Microkini 

You.

I'm feeling pretty in pastels today!

All of the things : 

Head : CATWA Kittia

Skin : TRES BEAU MAKEUP CATWA BAE (PEARL)

Eyes : LOTUS. Bright Eyes 

Eyeshadow & Blush : Veechi - Vixen Flush for the Palette Mainstore Event (Check the poster/marketplace for details!)

Hair : DOUX - Hailey hairstyle 

Hairpiece : NS::  Sweet Kitty Headband @ Harajuku (opens 20th April)

Choker :  #SHOOK - Identity Choker {Crybaby}

Necklace : #SHOOK - Leo Necklace {Sweetheart}

No apologies.

All of the things : 

Head : CATWA Catya

Skin : TRES BEAU MAKEUP CATWA BAE (PEARL)

Birthmarks :  [okkbye]  bold birthmarks 

Eyeliner : -SU!- Essential Eyeliners /RARE/ (Gacha)

Eyes : LOTUS. Liquid Eyes
Eyebrows : [okkbye] Adumbrate Eyebrows 

Lipstick : REVOUL - Luscious Lipsticks  / Catwa 

Ears : L'Etre - Basic Mesh ears 

Hair : DOUX - Cristal Hairstyle

Necklace : NS::  Fairy kei Rainbow necklace @ Harajuku

Different DNA.

Pose : FOXCITY. Formal VOL1-2m (Big gown)

When Muggleborn popped out these antenna I got super excited, and immediately started contemplating how I could get to be a Picklefied Alien. I'm not sure I entirely pulled it off, but I did have a good time trying! It also meant that I could grab a Lumae skin, which I have been entirely neglecting (sorry!), because the textures to match the majority of the Lumae collection are included with the antenna. Also included are the textures you need to tint and match whatever skin you're wearing yourself so yay!

This week has been a bit weird for me. I feel a bit like I'm stuck in limbo again, barely moving forward. The only good part of that is that things are steady... and maybe I'm just unused to that.

I've still been watching a bunch of mental health stuff on Youtube, but for entertainment I have been revisiting Gossip Girl on Netflix... why? Because of Chuck Bass and my oddly inappropriate girl-crush on the bad-boy that might turn good. Still, when Potato's away, I need a lil eye candy (don't hate me babe!)

Here's hoping your days are filled with happy smiles, and any rainclouds that appear for you swiftly depart.

xoxo

All of the things : 

Body Hands & Feet: -Belleza- Freya

Skin : ! Lumae Fantasy : All Heads - Ethesi (for more options, check my previous post >Here<)

Head : CATWA Lona
Ears : BentBox Sylvan Ears 

Eyes : LOTUS. Reflection Eyes @ Equal 10 (Fantasy version)

Hair : Entwined Blythe  @ Equal 10

Antenna : +MB+ Antenna

Bra top : PLX. "Peyton " Bra @ Equal 10

Tattoo : DAPPA - Calla Tattoo. @ Harajuku Event

Panties : Blueberry - Tinker Panties

It pours.

Pose : FOXCITY. Rain-7-2

Taken @ Backdrop City

I'm boy-Pickle today. I'm not sure if you're aware, but Muggleborn adds the option of 'pouches' to most of their clothing so that it can be worn realistically by femboys and ladies with penises. I'm all for diversity in SL, so this makes my heart very happy.

xoxo

All of the things : 

Body, Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara &  [V-Tech]Boi Chest Mod For Maitreya 

Head & Eyeliner : GENUS Project (babyface)

Skin : VCO ~ GENUS  'Woonie' Skin Applier (Gacha) @ Kustom9

Eyes : LOTUS. Flow Eyes @ Access

Ears : .random.Matter. - Haruhi Ears 

Hat : DAPPA - Edge Lord Beanies @ Harajuku

Mask : BOYS TO THE BONE ros mask 

Tattoo : DAPPA - Hentai Tattoo.@ Hentai Fair

Choker : .random.Matter. - Cermet Collar - Do Not Feed

Shirt : Pixel Geek - Vanilla Plastic Shirt 

Arm : [Cubic Cherry] {Talis} gloves

Pants : +MB+ Julliet Leggings 

Shoes : Shoes : [BREATHE]-Koki Heels 

Calling me out.

Pose : BellePoses - Yumi 5 @ Harajuku

Background : anxiety %sempiternal

I've already had to deal with some unpleasant business this morning... twice.

I really need to learn to keep my mouth shut and just move on quietly, but that's just not me - yet.

Aside from my self-inflicted dramatics, I absolutely freaking love this outfit from Miss Chelsea, and you can catch all the details below.

xoxo

I knowwwww, I keep changing my pictures at the moment, but I definitely feel like I'm getting somewhere! This is still a CAIWL picture in ultra, on firestorm. I haven't edited the avatar, but I have edited the background a smidge. I wanted you to see the Veechi Eyeshadow in a clearer context - and it's bootifuls!

All of the things : 

Body Hands & Feet: -Belleza- Freya

Head : LeLutka Bento Head-MAY 

Skin : . MILA . Alice Skin [Honey] LELUTKA 

Eyeshadow : Veechi - Enchanted Shadow @ N21

Hair : Ade - Grande Hairstyle 

Earrings & Necklace : Izzie's - Gingerbread Man Jewelry

Outfit : .miss chelsea. Kira Set @ Uber

Nails : Ascendant - Pearly Bento Nails 01

Let it slip away.

Pose : W.Winx - First Snow 1

Location : Somewhere In Time

I have had a long day, in the BEST way, so there's not gonna be a bunch of ramblings here. Instead, have some actual factual information about the items i'm wearing!

xoxo

Go&See has produced this absolutely freakin' stunning Genus applier.

Above is the "Albi" and "Goth" tones.

Here's the Witchy & Tan options.

And this is the Tropic & Choco options!

All of the skin options come brows or no brows, and there's also extra buttons for Genus Eye options, Eyeliner AND the eyelashes shown are also included in the hud! Yay!

All of the things : 

Body : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Head : GENUS Project (Babyface)

Skin : Go&See *  Aiko  * @ Harajuku

Eyelashes :  Go&See *  Aiko  * @ Harajuku

Eyes : LOTUS. Daylight Eyes @ The Arcade (Opening Dec 1st)

Bindi : From the :: SAGA :: Wonderland Jewel Set 

Necklace/Choker : -Narcisse- Holly Pom Pom Choker @ Tannenbaum

Outfit : #EMPIRE - Xmas - Santa - Dress & #EMPIRE - Xmas - Santa - Hood @ The Arcade (Opening Dec 1st)