Lost again.

Pose : FOXCITY. GSits VOL2-1m 

Props : Tableau Vivant \\ Yatai sideboard (Gacha)

Tableau Vivant \\ Yatai banners (red) (Gacha)

I had the absolute gall to post a rant on facebook two days ago. I'm not sure why I chose facebook, perhaps I wanted people to see I was more than just a spam bloggy type and that I actually had half a personality... or perhaps I just needed to vent and it was there, so that's what I did.

I believe I received more support than I thought I would, but I also noticed a lot of "faux positive" posts -never linking directly to mine but definitely encompassing the subject I was discussing.

Fair enough, say I.

Still, it saddens me that I can open a subject for discussion and rather than getting a discussion, there are these ridiculously petty "blasts" that in actual fact I don't disagree with on principal, but if I were to respond I would probably be branded as "sensitive".

This is why I generally shut the fuck up and don't say much unless it's here.

Or with close friends who have all heard the rant before. :P

It'll probably happen again in around a year, assuming my facebook is still there.

If you're at all interested, you can find my ridiculous rant >here< Feel free to add me to friends, should you wish, but be aware I only really use it for blog or consent spam! You're also well within your rights to disagree with me completely, or hate me immediately upon reading said rant. Either way, it'd be lovely if you left a comment or opened a door to a conversation whether it's in agreement or not!

xoxo

All of the things : 

Body, Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Head : CATWA Magy

Skin : LOTUS. Fiona Skin Applier 02 (Catwa) @ The Seasons Story

Eyes :  LOTUS. Tenshi Eyes (catwa) (Gacha) 

Eyebrows : Bossie. Annie eyebrows [catwa] 

Lipstick : Bossie. plush matte lipsticks [catwa]

Hair base : Just Magnetized - Basic Hairbase - set 03 for CATWA

Hair : Tableau Vivant  // Dakota hair @ Collabor88

Tattoo : -Endless Pain Tattoos- Akuma @ Bodyfy 

Lingerie : .Oppa. Soft Touch Underwear @ Blush

Nails : Astralia - Compatible mesh nails system

Nail Polish : Hello Dave - Nail Appliers - Astralia - The French One (Note, a reader IM'd me, and let me know they couldn't find any Astralia appliers in store @ Hello Dave. I popped over and looked myself, and sent a notecard to the owner. Hopefully we'll get a response soon!)

Pasties : from the JACKALOPE / Strap Harness+Pasties top

Shoes ; #EMPIRE - Pandanus @ Collabor88

Indigo nights.

Pose : .HG. Coy 2

Music, and the poetry of words hits you right in the feels.

The song I'm using today is "Satellite" by Gabbie Hanna. Apparently, she's a semi-well known youtube vlogger, but honestly, I'm not entirely aware of her presence there. 

Her song, however, hit me hard.

I've already described myself as slightly anxious, but I often have issues with social settings too. I'm convinced that as we start to rely more on the internet to socialize this is going to become a common problem. However, online I tend to be slightly more outgoing than that of the real me. Whether that's because i'm subconsciously masking the parts of me I don't like, or I have more confidence behind an avatar, I'm not entirely sure. What I do know, is that sometimes, I just CAN'T people.

I say the wrong things from the beginning. I forget new people don't know me, and don't understand my humor, so I backtrack and confuse myself and them.

Listen to the lyrics of this one, please. She might not be Beyonce, but give it a chance. Maybe you'll relate too.

All of the things : 

Body: -Belleza- Freya 

Skin : Lara Hurley- Beth

Head : CATWA Lona

Eyes : CATWA Mesh Eyes 

Eye Applier : LOTUS. Lovely Eyes @ The Chapter Four

Frosty Face Appliers : Izzie's - Face Snow 

Hair & Hat : Action Inkubator HAIR Lulu

Tattoo : -Endless Pain Tattoos- Dawn @ Bodyfy (Opens 8th Dec)

Shirt : _CandyDoll_ Mala Bodysuit White (Gacha item)

Hands : Slink Hands - Dynamic

Nails : Astralia - Compatible mesh nails system

Nail Polish : Hello Dave - Nail Appliers - Astralia - The French One

Rings : (Yummy) Serena Rings @ N21

When it all falls down.

Pose, Phone & Smoke : FOXCITY. Mens - Night Owl-6 (Fatpack Exclusive)

Location : Elysion (Adult & Group Only)

All of the things : 

Body & Hands : [SIGNATURE] Gianni - Mesh Body

Skin : STRAY DOG - MARVIN - TONE 02 @ The Mens Dept

Head :  CATWA HEAD Stanley

Eyes : CATWA Mesh Eyes 

Eye Applier :  LOTUS. Freedom Eyes @  The Chapter Four 

Ears :   ^^Swallow^^  Gauged Ears

Beard : Beusame // Beard V47 Tintable @ The Mens Dept

Hair & Hat : Stealthic - Psycho @ The Mens Dept

Glasses : [Z O O M] Vardoone Glasses @ The Mens Dept

Tattoo : -Endless Pain Tattoos @ Bodyfy (Open 8th August)

Shirt & Tie : //Ascend// Eric Bow tie Shirt @ The Mens Dept

Watch & Bracelet : -NOeditiON DweelerWatch w/ Fortune Bracelet @ The Mens Dept

Jeans & Underpants : Lenox Disruptor Jeans @ The Mens Dept

Sneakers : [VALE KOER] LUNAR STRIDERS @ The Mens Dept

Wait here forever.

Background items : MINIMAL - Sights Background *4*

SAYO - Autumn Abode Gacha - Jute Rug 

Stockholm&Lima: The Wingback Chair 

MN Cluster of Candles

Ex Machina Library of the Empire

Body : Slink Physique Hourglass Mesh Body  

Skin : Insol: 2 IN 1 skin Diana, ST 'Peach' @ Uber

Head : CATWA Lona 

Eyes : LOTUS. Genetics Eyes (Brown)

Eyelashes : [okkbye] Amaris Eyelashes (CATWA) From March Powder Pack 
Ears :  ^^Swallow^^ Pyramid Ears
Mask : Chemical Princess {Pantalone Mask }@ Bodyfy 
Hair : .Entwined. Ashley @ FaMESHed
Collar : tapi :: satin choker
Tattoo : -Endless Pain Tattoos Silent Beauty @ Bodyfy 
Lingerie : _CandyDoll_ Sofia Lingerie @ Collabor88
Hands : -VA-F-VISTA BENTO PROHANDS
Rings & Nails :  **RE** Elektra Nails & Rings Set @ FaMESHed
Cuffs : Ama. : Softly Bound : Infinity @ Bodyfy 
Feet : Slink Avatar Enhancement Feet Deluxe (high)
Shoes : Phedora ~  katrina heels @ The Black Fair 2017