It's not a secret.

Pose : .HG. Flawless 2

Background : MINIMAL - Retro Backdrops *1* RARE

 MINIMAL  - Retro Backdrops *3*

I have more things for you! Hold on to your hats because there's a bunch of information about Go&See's brand new body, and an awesome new skin for catwa! 

Ready? 

Tough, we're going anyway! :p

This skin is the first of the new range, and is available at the Seasons Story which opened January 10th. It's called Hana, and it's available in 8 tones. Albi, Goth, Pale, Witchy, Tropic, Tan, Cola and Choco. It's for Catwa heads and is shown on the Catwa Catya in my pictures today.

What I haven't shown is the no eyebrow options, and above you can see the skin without freckles, but in the main, edited picture above this one I've used the add-on freckles which apply on the Blush and Eyeshadow layer.

BOOBS!

Along with the brand new body, which I can tell immediately is much smoother, for want of a better word... there's obviously been a bunch more detail added, the tonal depth of the belly buttons and the nipples... OMG HALLO NIPNOPS I LOVE YOU. There's three options shown above, and those are regular cleavage, regular cleavage & no nips at all (but you want them. YOU WANT THE NIPS.)

Above you can see the cleavage version of the skin, cleavage with ribs and a v-tech add on version for Maitreya which is suitable for femboys or flat chests.

All of these body options come in Maitreya, Belleza and Omega, so as long as you have an omega relay system for your selected body you can use these. However, I do suggest demoing first, just because shading can vary depending on your favoured body.

All of the things : 

Body, Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Head :  CATWA HEAD Catya

Skin : Go&See Hana @ The Seasons Story

Eyes :  in the hud for Go&See Hana @ The Seasons Story

Hair : *barberyumyum*Jan.2019 (FLF) 

Shirt : BUENO- Kad Shirt @ Kustom9 Open 15th  (Note : This comes with an AWESOME shoulder jacket that I haven't featured!)

Pants : ..S..: Velour Flare Pants (no longer available, sorry!)

We fly.

Poses (Left to right) : Ima - FOXCITY. Glitz-4

Pickle - .HG. Daisy 6 (Stockings not included!)

Nana - FOXCITY.  Dolls-3m  (Fatpack exclusive)

Props & Decor : The SandMan Pirate & The SandMan in California by Antreas Alter

{moss&mink} All that Glitters - Christmas Tree (pastel) RARE

Boudoir Merry Christmas Road Sign (Gacha)

{what next} Holiday Wreath

{moss&mink} All that Glitters - Gift Pile (classic AND pastel)

{what next} Nordic Stockings

{what next} Nordic Lantern (small)

*insert squealing sounds right here*

Yaaaasssss! 

Meet some of the ladies from my little SL Family!

Ima is my Memaw! She's a super cute neko lady with a big heart. I only met her recently and I already feel a genuine kinship with her! She's kinda loud, but not (remind you of anyone?) and she dances to the beat of her own drum. I adore her muchly and I'm excited to find out where our newfound friendship will lead.

Nana is my SL MamaBear, which is kind of odd, because in RL I could actually be HER Mama. Still, despite the age gap, she really does provide some of the best advice I've ever had. She's definitely wise beyond her years, with a self awareness that makes me envious - how dare you be so smart and savvy when it's taken me this long, woman! Nana and I have been family for almost a whole year, but it's really only been recent that we've actually become friends, and I legit could not be happier that she is in my life. Her sunny disposition is without doubt catching, and she inspires me to be a better version of myself. Love you both, you crazy, wonderful, amazing ladies!

You can find Ima as Imajica Vemo in world, on Flickr and at her Blog.

And Nana as iNaomiBubbles in world, on Flickr and her Blog.

We're having a bit of a tropical Christmas in this picture, which was a bit of a challenge! I literally had so much fun taking this, with Nana's afking and a long talk with Ima, getting to know her more. This is one of my favourite pictures because of the memories that have been forged and the strength in the relationships that is coming my way with these beautiful women.

Also, AHHH  it's nearly Christmas!

xoxo

All of the things : 

Body Hands & Feet: -Belleza- Freya

Skin : Insol: Seo applier, tone 'Tanned' 

Head : CATWA Catya

Eyes : Hayaru - Jung mesh eyes

Eyeliner : -SU!- [HUD] Essential Eyeliners (Gacha)

Ears : Mug - Santa Ears @ Limit8

Glasses : *PKC* Nerdy Christmas Glasses- Christmas Tree

Hair : DOUX - Samantha Hairstyle 

Tattoo : DAPPA - Lame Tattoo. @ SaNaRae (Open on the 26th Dec)

Necklace : ROSSI. Lock Pendant Necklace Set

Bikini : Xxxtasi Krissy Bikini

Shoes : #EMPIRE - Alexandrite 

Go slow.

Pose : .HG. Daisy 4 (modified slightly with Animare)

Location : The Nothing :: [ADULT]

Tic Toc.

Tic Toc.

I leave you with this, today. Draw your own conclusions.

“there's time for laughing and there's time for crying— 

for hoping for despair for peace for longing 

—a time for growing and a time for dying: 

a night for silence and a day for singing

but more than all(as all your more than eyes 

tell me)there is a time for timelessness”

- e.e. cummings

All of the things :

Body : Slink Physique Hourglass Mesh Body  

Skin : TRES BEAU MAKEUP CATWA ASHLEY

Head : CATWA Lona

Eyes : AMITOMO Eye Collection

Eyeliner : YKON - The 4 Girlies Types - Catwa/OMEGA

Septum : (Yummy) Selene Septum

Bindi : Nova -- Juliet Bindi 

Ears : L'Etre - Basic mesh ears 

Earrings : e.marie // Hoop Earrings 

Hair :  .ICONIC.:ASHA: @ The Hair Fair 2018

Necklace : Amala - The Dangerous Necklace

Dress : BUENO-Sweater Dress @ Uber

For a while.

Pose : .HG. Comforts

Essences has come out with a beautiful new skin at Kustom 9, called Vanya. 

You can see the Pale 01 tone up there ^^ with Durex, and below is a completely unedited version of all of the gorgeous tones available. 

All of the things, Durex : 

Skin : Not Found - Robert Skin 

Head :  CATWA HEAD Skrell

Eyelids : L'Etre - Natural mesh eyelids

Ears : [MANDALA]STRETCHED_Ears_Season2 HUMAN

Hair : Vango. Erick

All of the things, Pickle : 

Skin : Essences - Vanya @ Kustom9

Head :  CATWA HEAD Catya

Eyelids : L'Etre - Natural mesh eyelids

Hair : [e] Thea

Here we go again.

Pose : Hello Gorgeous Guys My Age Pose 1

Background & Decor : Trompe Loeil - Margaux Photo Backdrop + Surround

{vespertine}- birds of paradise palm. @ Collabor88

_CandyDoll_ Dolly Mannequin Simple @ The Epiphany

Refuge - Fairytale Mirror Gold  @ The Seasons Story

Violetility - District Bed [Light] @ RLD 

I have this one friend in SL who has been with me since almost the very beginning of my journey. Almost 10 years, now.

Unfortunately for me (but luckily for her!) her RL has become far too busy to allow her to pop into SL very often. It doesn't escape me however how very lucky I am to have her in my life.

Yesterday we talked again for the first time in maybe four months, she slid easily back into my life, and I hers, and we chatted about everything, real and virtual.. then all too soon it was time for her to disappear again.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not sad. I mean, it would be lovely to spend much more time with her. However, I firmly believe that her time is far better spent in the real world, doing the real things. The one thing I have noticed lately is the negativity, and we briefly chatted last night about how 10 years ago we were so much more likely to befriend someone on a whim. Now, both of us question motives... and I can't help but wonder, what is it about this secondlife, a place where you can be anything, and anyone, that makes people want to be mean?

Why are people creating relationships only to abandon them without word?

What makes you cuss and swear at that stranger you approached 5 minutes ago, when all they've done is signify a slight difference of opinion?

Are we becoming a society of callous, self entitled, pseudo-humans unable to take even the slightest bit of constructive criticism, preferring to have smoke blown up our butts than to have ways to improve pointed out?

More to the point, why are we so desperate to have these mean spirited people like us?

I feel like it's so nice to be nice, why would I try to be anything but? Of course, I have my moments where I'm a right raging bitch... but usually I have been pushed to that point.

Do something nice today, if it's a positive word to a friend, or a compliment to a stranger. Be someone good, someone you'd like to meet. Just for today.

xoxo.

All of the things : 

Body Hands & feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Skin : Moccino - Catwa Skin Applier - Maria

Head : CATWA Lona

Eyes : [ Conviction ] Lucid Eyes (ESSENTIALS) @ The Epiphany

Ears : random.Matter - Haruhi Ears 

Hair base : Just Magnetized - Basic Hairbase - set 03 for CATWA

Hair : DOUX - Grande Hairstyle 

Collar & Cuffs : Dahlia - fleur de lis @ RLD 

Tattoo : DAPPA - Paradise Tattoo. @ Equal10

Lingerie : :::insanya::: Lingerie Chloe @ RLD 

Torn and thrown.

Pose : .HG. Rapt 6

Props : Refuge - Whimsy Lighting Sky @ The Secret Hideout

{anc} in the rain drop lamp Former Deco{Crate} item

Bear with me peoples, this is gonna be a big one!

Firstly, the skin I'm wearing right now is a brand new one from Lotus, by the name of Fiona. It's available at the Seasons Story and you can find it in four tones. As usual, the following photo's are taken in CaIWL, on Ultra, in Firestorm. There's no filter.

Left to right : Tone 01, Tone 02, Tone 03, and Tone 04

Here I'm showing you the Tone 04 with eyebrows, a possible customization in the middle, and the no eyebrow version.

Middle version Freckles : Bossie. freckles & beauty marks [catwa]

Eye Liner : . MILA . Princess of Darkness Makeup

Eyebrows : Bossie. Annie eyebrows [catwa] 

Lipstick : [PF] CATWA LIPSTICK - Pure Matte (Reds)

As if that isn't enough fabulousness, we also have a pretty stunning gacha available by Dappa with Medley Tattoo's, over at OMG! Oh My Gacha!

I returned back to the  Lotus Fiona 02 tone for these. On either side you can see the Ariel face tattoo, which gives me boho vibes, and the middle is the Swallow face tattoo. Both of these are commons in the machine. I've changed my hair here too, this is the booN Lab.005 hair, purely to showcase the sides of the tattoo with less stray hairs :P

Left to right : Oni (Rare), Coral (Common), Christ (Common) Native (Rare)

Rares are set at a 15% chance!

Finally, the ultra-rare - Blessed.

Ultra rare is set to 8% chance!

For more details on the main picture along with landmarks, here's all the things :

Body Hands & Feet: -Belleza- Freya

Head : CATWA Magy

Skin : LOTUS. Fiona Skin Applier 02 (Catwa) @ The Seasons Story

Eyes : -SU!- Ophelia Eyes Fatpack /ULTRARARE/ (Gacha)

Ears : [MANDALA]STRETCHED_Ears_Season2 HUMAN

Hair base : Just Magnetized - Basic Hairbase - set 03 for CATWA

Hair : #Besom~Beautiful Maids @ collabor88

Shirt :SPIRIT - Mina top @ collabor88

Tattoo : DAPPA - Coral Tattoo. From the Medley Tattoo Gacha @ Oh My Gacha!

Panties : Blueberry - Tinker Panties 

Falling from the sky.

Pose : .HG. Suckit Pose

Background & Propthings :  .Oppa. - Moon Balloons 

 .Oppa. - Moon Sits 

[P] Pillows, Magical Night: Swirls (Gacha)

I had a lot of fun with creating the picture for this post! I'm obviously still experimenting with all the effect thingies, and though I'm well aware i'm no expert, I'm not too sad at how this came out!

You can probably tell I wanted to create an out-of-world experience, mainly because the Moccino skin was created after Lupito Nyong'o and she's in Star Wars (She's the CG Character "Maz"), so when I stumbled across these amazing accessories from Oppa, I just knew it was a perfect fit.

I've kept the clothes kind of casual, The Empire top comes in two versions, the other having a collar effect around the neck with a delicate strip of fabric down the centre of the chest. I should really have shown both options but I'm naughty and neglected to. Sorries!

These CandyDoll boots are something I have been itching to get my hands on for a while. They're still available at Whore Couture until the 31st, so hurry your butt over to pick them up, because as usual, they are stunning!

More details are shown below, so grab a LM and shop your little (medium, or big) butts off!

xoxo

All of the things :

Body, Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Head : CATWA Catya

Skin : Moccino - Lupita Skin (Chocolate Tone)

Eyes :  CATWA Mesh Eyes 

Eyes : -SU!-Delora Eyes Fatpack /ULTRARARE/ (Gacha)

Hairbase : Moccino - Nyong'o Hairbase

Ears : L'Etre - Stretched mesh ears

Earrings & Choker : .Oppa. - Moon Accessories

Shirt : #EMPIRE - Long Crop Top @ Kustom9 

Panties : [VALE KOER] WAIST PANTIES 

Boots : _CandyDoll_ Mya Boots @ Whore Couture Fair 8

Indigo nights.

Pose : .HG. Coy 2

Music, and the poetry of words hits you right in the feels.

The song I'm using today is "Satellite" by Gabbie Hanna. Apparently, she's a semi-well known youtube vlogger, but honestly, I'm not entirely aware of her presence there. 

Her song, however, hit me hard.

I've already described myself as slightly anxious, but I often have issues with social settings too. I'm convinced that as we start to rely more on the internet to socialize this is going to become a common problem. However, online I tend to be slightly more outgoing than that of the real me. Whether that's because i'm subconsciously masking the parts of me I don't like, or I have more confidence behind an avatar, I'm not entirely sure. What I do know, is that sometimes, I just CAN'T people.

I say the wrong things from the beginning. I forget new people don't know me, and don't understand my humor, so I backtrack and confuse myself and them.

Listen to the lyrics of this one, please. She might not be Beyonce, but give it a chance. Maybe you'll relate too.

All of the things : 

Body: -Belleza- Freya 

Skin : Lara Hurley- Beth

Head : CATWA Lona

Eyes : CATWA Mesh Eyes 

Eye Applier : LOTUS. Lovely Eyes @ The Chapter Four

Frosty Face Appliers : Izzie's - Face Snow 

Hair & Hat : Action Inkubator HAIR Lulu

Tattoo : -Endless Pain Tattoos- Dawn @ Bodyfy (Opens 8th Dec)

Shirt : _CandyDoll_ Mala Bodysuit White (Gacha item)

Hands : Slink Hands - Dynamic

Nails : Astralia - Compatible mesh nails system

Nail Polish : Hello Dave - Nail Appliers - Astralia - The French One

Rings : (Yummy) Serena Rings @ N21

Blow out.

Pose : .HG. Rapt 6

Firey-prop thing : . Little Pose Witch . Animated Globe Set #2 (No longer available)

All of the things : 

Body & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Skin : (Enfer Sombre*) Catwa Skin applier -  Mocha - Oh Alice! (11) (Gacha)  @ The Secret Hideout

Head : CATWA Lona 

Eyes : CATWA Mesh Eyes 

Eye Applier : (Enfer Sombre*)  Catwa Eye Applier {Albino/Demon} (15) Gacha)  @ The Secret Hideout 

Tears : CATWA TEARS 

Eyebrows : In Catwa Hud

Smiley Tattoo : W6  scars that won't heal @ Bodyfy 

Septum & Earrings : VENGE - Original Mesh - Osboros Set @ Bodyfy 

Hair : .Shi : Odette 

Tattoo: **UrbanStreet** Style Tattoo @ Bodyfy 

Harness : \//.VoluptasVirtualis - Lilsha @ The Black Fair 

Nail Applier (Maitreya) :  Go & See  * Maitreya Nails * @ The Dark Style Fair (Opens 14th October)

Bracelet : ::SG:: Lethal Bracelet @ Bodyfy 

Foot Corset Piercings : * Stelloane Ouch lace @ Bodyfy 

The dream you sold me.

Pose : .HG. Suckit Pose

Location : Daddy's Secret Garden (Adult)

All of the things : 

Body Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Skin : Essences Unusually for me, I've totally lost track of which skin this is. I'm so sorry <3

Head : CATWA Catya

Eye Applier :  LOTUS. Bermuda Eyes 17 (Gacha) @ The Guardians

Eyeshadow : Veechi - Natural Foiled (Gacha)

Freckles & Moles :  Bossie. freckles & beauty marks [catwa]

Piercings : -SU!- Piercing Set 05 @ Industrie

Glasses : MINIMAL - Gio Glasses -Gold- RARE (Gacha)

Hair : *Besom~New Girl 

Tattoo : DAPPA - Des Jeux Tattoo. @ The Project Se7en

Nails : Astralia - Compatible mesh nails system

Nail Polish : Hello Dave - Nail Appliers - Astralia - The French One (Free Gift @ Astralia)

Shirt : Moon Elixir - Salem - Blouse @ Salem

Jeans : Moon Elixir  - Salem - Jeans @ Salem

Shoes : Phedora ~ Anemoni heels ( 28 colors ) @ FaMESHed

Missing your body.

Pose : .HG. BlowingSteam 6

Background & prop : Astralia - Surrealistic Backdrops (Sprinkles) (Gacha)

BUENO- Unicorn Tears Cooler (Gacha)

All of the things : 

Body Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Skin : RARE #12 Essences [ErinP01] For Pocket Gacha

Head : CATWA Catya (UPDATED! Go to the redelivery terminal in store to get your MOCAP head!!)

Eyes : CATWA Mesh Eyes 

Eye Applier : LOTUS. Adeline Eyes @ Chapter Four

Eyeshadow : Veechi - Fall Foiled Shadow [Catwa] @ N21

Freckles & Moles :  Bossie. freckles & beauty marks [catwa]

Ears : : ^^Swallow^^ Pixie Ears 

Septum : [MANDALA] okashi septum ring 

Hair : TRUTH / Athena VIP Gift

Necklace :  #EMPIRE- Letter Necklace @ The Arcade 

Dress  : EVANI - Vivien dress @ Uber

Rings : Astralia - Bayswater rings 

Shoes : _CandyDoll_ Carolina Heels @ Shoetopia