I've been thinking about choices, and what goes into our making them. I'm not very good at decision making, and while it's true that to some extent I thrive on the dramatic, making choices leaves me with funny feelings in my tummy, and not in a good way all the time - especially if they're important.
Since I've been told I have Borderline Personality Disorder, I've become far more aware of my impulses. I'm incredibly wary as to what I do, and when, and how - because I want to be sure that I'm making the RIGHT choice. But then I overthink that, too, and end up wavering in the grey area until finally I eeny meanie miney mo, and jump right in impulsively anyway.
Anywho. It's Saturday! Have an amazing weekend and make the right choices! :P
This is a pretty quick post this morning, the main focus being these gorgeous earrings from Saga. Seriously, I cannot get over the materials on these! They're so glamorous and shinyshiny!
I'm also absolutely in love with the Besom hair currently at N21!
I've been thinking a lot about the subject of "Seeking fulfillment" recently.
I have figured out that many of the people I consider to be the "right" people to further my aspirations that I would like to notice me, aren't noticing me. And I've finally come to the conclusion that actually, that's okay.
In terms of blogging, I do what I do because I genuinely love it. It gives me a creative outlet. It gives me a reason to log in to SL and challenge myself with new items, new ideas and it gives me the option of potentially meeting new and wonderful people that I can sparkle along-side.
Just because so-and-so from that-one-thing isn't noticing my personal growth, doesn't mean that others aren't. It also doesn't make those people who are supporting me, or aren't "the right people" any less-than, in fact, it makes those people More-Than, and I should work harder on being grateful and humble.
Since figuring out that I am legitimately blogging because I want to, and accepting that sponsors are not a required field, I feel like I have enabled an extra bit of Pickle to come to light, and I am loving it. I feel like each post has a little more personality. A little more me. It's not only become a place I just throw my outfits, but also a place I can open up a little bit.
On that note, thank you for reading/peeking my pictures. Thank you for every like, share & comment. Thank you for believing in me, if only for the fragment of a second it took for you to click here today.
