The dog ate my homework.

Pose : Foxcity. Breezy-1

Bag : NS::  Belty Trip Backpack @ A+ Event - Note! This backpack comes with straps and is designed to be worn on your back! I photoshopped the arms out. It also comes with a couple of super cute poses, so check it out!

Background & Props : [ Focus Poses ] School Hallway Backdrop

So I had a rant yesterday, but you'll be pleased to know I'm feeling much better today... less bitter and whole lot refreshed and ready to provide some beautiful products from some wonderful creators.

I know I've used this pose before, but it really was perfect. As I was getting ready for this picture, my friend Apple told me "You look like a confused college student, that's there to study rather than party" so, I ran with that for a minute and grabbed some props, until Apple was ready to continue the story to it's thrilling climax.. " But you also want to save the hedgehogs, and the rally is on the same day as your final exam, and you need to pass it or you'll flunk the year, and have to redo it again, but that's just what your nemesis wants, the cool girl from the top table, she's even gone as far as getting someone to let the tires down on your car, so you have to run, hence the sneakers"

I think I need more time with Apple.

xoxo

All of the things : 

Body, Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Head : LeLutka Bento Head-PIPER 3.3

Skin : Lefort by REVOUL Nicki Lelutka Applier 

Eyes : REVOUL - Revoulutionary Beauty Eyes 

Hair : DOUX - Lala hairstyle @ Dubai Event

Hairband : #Foxy - Lace Cat Ears 'Panther'

Glasses : DAZED. Concubine Glasses

Collar : (Yummy) Crochet Choker 

Outfit : .miss chelsea. Tina Set @ N21

Gloves : **RE** Motor Gloves 

Fade away.

Pose : Foxcity. Breezy-1 (edited)

Bag : BUENO-AniBags Gacha - Bunny, Held @ Arcade (Opens March 1st)

Background : [BH9] - BHX V2  

Various Mesh People from Marketplace >Here<

Luggage from Bueno Gachas

I've got a pretty shitty track-record when it comes to walking away from people.

In the past, I have run screaming from those who thoroughly deserved my attention and into the arms of those who didn't. I've seen a side to something I can't quite compute, and walked briskly away, and there's even been a few times that I just walked away because they had told me something I wasn't ready to hear.

I make no secret of the fact I have Borderline Personality Disorder, and apparently this running screaming from the 'right' people thing is something that is quite common for people with BPD. Saying that, I'm also aware that people without the condition (?) also go through this, so then I was left with that "But when is it BPD and when it is RIGHT?" question, pretty much constantly.

Because of that question circling around in my brain, I've learned recently to just let it go. If it doesn't feel right, it doesn't matter if it's my mental illness or if it's a gut decision, after all, if i'm left with a sense of peace when the decision has been made, my life has been altered for the better.

I honestly feel like the amount of people I push from my life has altered dramatically. For a minute, I was chucking bodies left right and centre in an attempt to shovel away that bad feeling, when a lot of the bad feeling was coming from inside me. I've worked on myself (and I admit I'm a very basic work in progress, even after this last year of constant self reflection), and I'm learning my toxic traits and attempting to rectify them to the best of my ability. I will undoubtedly always have traits that certain people consider toxic and I'm never going to be able to please everyone, but for my benefit I feel like I need to leave less of a trail of destruction in my path and aim for more rainbows and butterflies.

Hurt people hurt people, and I don't want to hurt anymore, and I definitely never mean to hurt anyone else.

On that note, have a great weekend, and go grab some quality gear from our favourite SL creators!

xoxo

Revoul have come out with the beautiful Chun Skin. My favourite tone is the RE10, which is the second on the left, but all of these are beautiful! \o/

All of the things :

Body Hands & Feet: -Belleza- Freya

Head : CATWA Magy

Skin : Lefort by Revoul.Chun Catwa Applier @ Kustom9

Ears : L'Etre - Pure mesh ears 

Hair : DOUX - Brianna Hairstyle (This was at an event, but  can't remember which one. Soz!)

Tattoo : DAPPA - Vision Tattoo. @ Mancave Event

Choker : DAZED. Salem Choker

Dress : .miss chelsea. Rebane Dress @ N21

Shout it out.

Pose : [La Baguette] Imok 7 

Background : MONS / 3D - Photoshoot Decor (navy)

Hey!

So I had no idea what I was doing today and took a nap before deciding to write this. Sometimes, you're in such a negative headspace that the only way to deal with that (for me) is to sleep it off and stop being such a giant misery-guts. So that's what I did... and thankfully, I feel much better.

I've spent the majority of today trying to come up with a name for the new club area at Consent, we're needing something gritty, urban and sexy... that obviously works with the whole theme of the current environment. However, all of us involved are at a loss and I know that I just keep circling around calling it "The Box". Which doesn't really sound very enticing. I think we need to think a little more haha.

Let me just squee about this dress from Miss Chelsea for a moment - I'm so in love with it! Very often in SL you get the idea of something transparent, but the rigging is slightly off and the clipping that occurs is terrible - but with this dress, I've not encountered that at all! My hair didn't even do that weird alpha thing, either! Also, the cute empire boots are beyond perfect for this. Just chill & sporty enough to match! Check out the LMs below.

xoxo

All of the things : 

Body & Hands: -Belleza- Freya

Head : CATWA Magy

Skin : Go&See * Momo * Pale  The Seasons Story

Eyebrows : Bossie. Annie eyebrows [catwa] 

Freckles : Bossie. freckles & beauty marks [catwa]

Eyes : [ MUDSKIN ]_DOLLY Lens @ Tres Chic

Ears : [MANDALA]STRETCHED_Ears_Season2 HUMAN

Glasses : DAZED. Concubine Glasses Gold

Hair : [taketomi] - JiHee 

Tattoo : *Bolson / Token @ TMD

Dress :  .miss chelsea. Reva Dress @ Equal10

Shoes : #EMPIRE - Kunal @ FaMESHed

Just like you.

Pose :  FOXCITY.  Play Ball-4m

Location :  Consent (Adult)

Chicken! : JIAN Chicken Collection

I was just passing, but I couldn't resist picking up these adorable lil chooks!

I know, I know! I'm not even dressed for it, but my mouth started watering at the thought of some freshly laid eggs with my bacon in the morning, and let's face it, EVERYTHING is better with bacon!

Breakfasts are weird. I mean, it's not weird to eat breakfast, but English Breakfasts are often depicted as weird, and that's cool. To be perfectly frank, I have never understood the idea of putting chips (fries) on your plate before lunch time! We also have the habit of eating beans for breakfast. Not the green type, but the baked beans in tomato sauce type. This has never seemed odd to me, but since I've been using SL & have connected with Americans in particular, I've noticed it's definitely not the norm.

Of course there are things that even I won't touch - I don't want to know what Black/Blood Pudding is, but it looks and smells disgusting. Not for me, thank you!

In my house growing up, it was rare we had a full English breakfast, we were used to toast and cereal in the morning. If we were getting a treat, we'd have a pop tart, or maybe some Eggy Bread (French Toast) or on days where it was expected to be really cold, Porridge (Oats).

I'm really hungry now, enjoy some LMs to cool fashion finds while I wander off to grab something to fill my belly!

All of the things :

Body: -Belleza- Freya 

Skin : Essences - Luz @ Shiny Shabby

Head : CATWA Lona

Eyes : CATWA Mesh Eyes 

Eye Applier : LOTUS. Fairylight Eyes @ Tannenbaum

Eyeliner & Lipstick : Found in your CATWA hud

Birthmark : [okkbye] bold birthmarks

Hair : .Entwined. Sura @ N21

Hairband/Cat Ears & Choker : #Foxy - Lace Corset Choker & Ears

Glasses : DAZED. Concubine Glasses Gold

Tattoo : *Bolson / Tattoo - Mikhail

Jacket : SEUL - Robyn Puffer @ District 20

Shirt : .:villena:. - Stripe Bralette @ District 20

Pants : EVANI - Bubble leggins @ Kustom9

Shoes : [VALE KOER] 7 PREPPY SHOES (Gacha)

Someone isn't me.

Pose : FOXCITY. Solitude-3 

Background : taikou / 2AM backdrop 

[Kres] Say So - SUCK IT UP @ ULTRA Event

All of the things : 

Body Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Skin : Glam Affair - Milu - Catwa Head Applier - Good Girl ( Polar ) (Note : The polar tone is NOT in your Maitreya hud. You need to purchase the body applier separately - but it does come with this cute freckles version, too! \o/)

Head : CATWA Catya 

Eyes : Clemmm - I'm Tired Eyes / Steely Bloodshot

Freckles & Moles :  Bossie. freckles & beauty marks [catwa]

Eyeliner : Veechi - Matte Winged Eyeliner [Catwa]

Septum : DAZED. - Ram Septum Obsidian

Hairbase :  Just Magnetized - Basic Hairbase - set 03

Hair : Tableau Vivant \\ Lucy hair @ Kustom9

Choker : .Quirky. - Lexxi Collar - Loner @ Somber

Sweater : Tres Blah - Weekend Sweater From Luxe Box Sept

Nails : Astralia - Compatible mesh nails system

Nail Polish : Hello Dave - Nail Appliers - Astralia - The Bold One (Free Gift @ Astralia)

Gloves : **RE** Deah Gloves & Rings

Fishnets (Appliers) : Bossie. fishnet tights 

Shorts : BUENO- Sweet Shorts @ Kustom9

Socks & Shoes : K{<3}P - Kokoro Peach Platies 

A little more space to grow.

Pose : .Nomore. I'm a Brat Pose 02

Cigarette : [ kunst ] - Slim Cigarette @ Kustom9

Photo taken @ Maison de L'amitie