I'm feeling like absolute BUTT again! I really think I might be doing it to myself too, so I'm kinda mad! Hopefully, this time it doesn't flare up to badly, because right now, I can just about manage to sit at the PC... but if I suddenly disappear for a few days - I'll be back!
Meanwhile, have some pretties from amazing creators!
So I had no idea what I was doing today and took a nap before deciding to write this. Sometimes, you're in such a negative headspace that the only way to deal with that (for me) is to sleep it off and stop being such a giant misery-guts. So that's what I did... and thankfully, I feel much better.
I've spent the majority of today trying to come up with a name for the new club area at Consent, we're needing something gritty, urban and sexy... that obviously works with the whole theme of the current environment. However, all of us involved are at a loss and I know that I just keep circling around calling it "The Box". Which doesn't really sound very enticing. I think we need to think a little more haha.
Let me just squee about this dress from Miss Chelsea for a moment - I'm so in love with it! Very often in SL you get the idea of something transparent, but the rigging is slightly off and the clipping that occurs is terrible - but with this dress, I've not encountered that at all! My hair didn't even do that weird alpha thing, either! Also, the cute empire boots are beyond perfect for this. Just chill & sporty enough to match! Check out the LMs below.
This picture reminds me of being 18. I wasn't naked at the time, but I was very definitely drunk.
I had decided to have a party while my parents were out of town, and well, the result was that somehow my ex boyfriend showed up. It hadn't been that long since we'd split, and seeing him sitting out in the garden on MY fucking swing kinda made me mad. I don't even remember if I'd invited him, or why I would have if he was my ex. I'm not one of those girls who generally stays friends with their exes because I firmly believe they're exes for a reason. Anyway, I digress.
I'd taken it upon myself to mix vodka and whiskey and with coke and drink it like I'm some badass. I'm totally not a badass. I'm a lightweight. Needless to say after a while I found myself in the above position in my parents hallway, with my partygoing friends stepping over me while I struggled to not hurl everywhere.
Sooner or later, my friend Keith (who was also friends with my ex) came over and sat with me. With the room spinning, and somehow through my own drunkness, being extremely aware of how very drunk he was too, he leaned over me and shook me gently. "Hey. Hey." << Keith.
"Ughsd;lf?" << Me.
"Are you okay?" Again, Keith.
"Uhgg!" I think I mumbled something like that, in the affirmative.
"I want you to go to your happy place. We've all got one. Go to your happy place." << Keith.
I'm not sure why I remember this. Or why it was so important to go to a happy place when I was quite contentedly drunk (although incapable of moving), but I was quite glad of Keith when I decided that being on my back wasn't as nice as I first thought, and had to get up the stairs to hurl. Unfortunately, at that time the toilet looked like the eye of a needle, so I just threw up in the bath. Sweet Keith held my hair back until I'd finished and then tucked me into my parents bed, and continued back downstairs to party with the rest of my friends.
I'm nothing if not a gracious host, so when at 6am I awoke, starving and thirsty, I made all my remaining friends an amazeballs English breakfast... after returning the next-door neighbours garden gnomes because they were in the freezer, the fridge, the microwave and the oven.
Sometimes, I miss being 18.
xoxo
All of the things :
Body Hands & Feet: -Belleza- Freya (ALL Belleza bodies have been updated to BENTO! YAY!)
Background : MONS / 3D - Hello World Photoshoot Decor (style2)
I think I woke up okay today, and then just began to slowly deteriorate mood-wise for no apparent reason, and now I'm staring angrily at the PC as though it's my nemesis.
For that reason, I am not going to write anything more, just check the credits k? K.
Outfit : .miss chelsea. Yara Bodysuit & .miss chelsea. Yara Pants @ Uber Hands : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara (Yes you can wear your Maitreya hands! Activate SLINK FIT on the Belleza body, but be aware you WILL need omega/maitreya enabled appliers for skins & tattoos!)
