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Thursday, 18 October 2018

C'mere!

Pose : Foxcity. Sits Vol3-5 (Fatpack exclusive)

Background & Props : .:Joplino:. Backdrop Lazy Nights @ Backdrop City

+Half-Deer+ Corgi Puppy - Lazy Friends (Gacha)

+Half-Deer+ Dog Clutter - Pink - Toy Rubber Ball

+Half-Deer+ Dog Clutter - Pink - Leash on Floor

+Half-Deer+ Dog Clutter - Pink - Toy Bone

BUENO-Pizza Boxes (Gacha)

+Half-Deer+ Fast Food Clutter - Spilled Soda Drink (Red)

+Half-Deer+ Fast Food Clutter - Soda Drink (Red)

Whenever I feel like I can't people successfully, I pet.

It doesn't usually happen for long periods of time, mostly just a couple of hours, but recently, I've kind of started to absolutely adore being a puppy.

I know there's a D/s term for this nonsense, but I don't have a Dominant, nor am I looking - mostly because I have a Jake, and having a Jake (luckily with a Punky attached) has been far more successful for me than having an official Dominant!

When I'm a puppy, or a kitty, or a faun, or any other kind of animal-style-thingy-ma-bob, it's entirely probable that I'm feeling slightly more vulnerable. There doesn't have to be a particular reason for my vulnerability and often, there isn't ONE reason for it... it's a culmination of things that just make me want to retreat slightly and stand at the edge of the crowd rather than finding myself central to the action. It's my time to reflect.

Where many true Babygirls may have 'little space', I find myself to be better suited to 'pet space'. I suppose both are a bit weird if you don't understand the concept!

Oddly enough, when I feel in a 'pet' kind of mood, I also feel more creative - which leads on from what I was saying a couple of days ago. Somehow being vulnerable, or allowing myself to feel the way I need to in order to heal myself, I am far more able to feel like 'me' despite the fact that my avatar might run around with a tail and ears.

I'm a bizarre little Pickle, and ultimately, I suppose I'm just glad I'm able to have this outlet to throw out my random ventings and occasionally pretty pictures!

Wishing you love and light!

xoxo

All of the things :

Body, Hands & Feet : Maitreya Mesh Body - Lara

Skin : TRES BEAU MAKEUP CATWA BAE

Head : CATWA Lona

Eyes : {S0NG} :: Bubble Eyes

Tears : Dirty Secrets ~ Bento Tears

Eyebrows : Bossie. sarah eyebrows

Ears : L'Etre - Basic mesh ears

Puppy Ears : c h i m e r a . Dog Ears (Made for Furry avatars and resized, SCULPTED not mesh)

Bindi : TONY -- Sailor Scouts Moon Jewel (No longer available, but there's a lot similar!)

Goggles : Kenvie - vintage Goggles - Black RARE (gacha)

Hair : little bones. Alias @ Equal10

Tattoo : DAPPA - Apex Tattoo. @ Equal10

Collar : .random.Matter. - Cermet Collar - Do Not Feed

Shirt & Pants : EVANI - Jenny @ Kustom9

Nails : -SU!- Livana Nails .GothBabe.

Sneakers : REPRESENT - Holy Grails "Classic"

Monday, 27 August 2018

I can't change.

Pose : Dyer Maker - Awall_m04

Background : [USB] Gamma Skybox @ TMD

uK - Black Art w/Lights-Shut Up @ TMD

uK - Black Art-Well Shit @ TMD

/ frag.ments' / Confused Bachelor Set @ TMD

The Mens Department is going to be closing to get ready for a new round very shortly, make sure you stop by and pick up these goodies before they're gone!

xoxo

All of the things :

Body: [SIGNATURE] Gianni - Mesh Body

Skin : Clef de Peau.Oscar @ TMD

Head : CATWA HEAD Stanley

Eyes : -SU!- Ophelia Eyes Fatpack /ULTRARARE/ (Gacha)

Ears : AITUI - Snake Charmer Ears @ TMD

Beard : Unorthodox Cali Beard

Hat & Hair : Stealthic - Psycho

Jacket : MGmen's_Jacket_Future @ TMD

Hoodie : MGmen's_Hoodie_Future @ TMD

Pants : MGmen's_Pants_Vera @ TMD

Shoes : REPRESENT - Holy Grails @ TMD

Wednesday, 24 January 2018

Some-place real.

Pose : -7P-Pawn It All Couple Pose (Edited minimally with Animare) @ Men Only Monthly

Props : Mutresse-Fascinated-Witty Cats (Gacha)

-tres blah- Hodgepodge - Morning Start (Gacha)

BUENO-Chest on Wheels -NYC (Gacha)

BUENO- Summer Fan-NYC (Gacha)

BUENO Antique Rug 1 (Gacha)

Home. It's such a simple word, and yet has so many connotations. I often thought that as I got older, home would relate to a house. Four walls, a roof. But it's not. There are many things that can remind you of home. When I return to my parents house it's definitely still the same house I grew up in. I mean, sure, they've redecorated a lot since I've grown (thankfully), and we no longer have the awful sofa my brothers and I fought over the end seating of. Our Television, once boxy and trimmed with the fake wood reminiscent of the 80's with only *gasp* 4 channels that you actually had to get up to change has now been replaced with the fancy flat-screen with a bajillion channels at the touch of your fingertips (assuming Dad isn't sitting on the remote and can't find it, ofc). Although my parents house was my house for a good 16ish years of my life, it hasn't been home for another good 16ish years (Hush, I'm old!). I'm not sad about that. I know that my parents aren't ever going to sell that house, and part of me is incredibly happy because of the sentimental value that lies within the walls there - and also the sentimental value that sits ON the walls, thanks to my Mum's penchant for embarrassing pictures of Pickle & Her Brothers growing up.

Even now, as I sit inside my own little Flat-That-Jack-Built (trust me, it's falling apart, has been since I moved in), I don't necessarily have the same security I felt as a child. I know I'm lucky, and don't get me wrong I have no intentions of moving any time soon, but growing up isn't all that it's cracked up to be really. I rent, for one, where my parents have now owned their house for years. Maybe that's the missing piece of my puzzle to finding a home.

Or perhaps, you can find familiarity not in mortar & stones, but in the people you surround yourself with. My family will always feel like home, but now, Santi kinda does too.

He doesn't know it (until he reads this), but he really has given me a whole new perspective, and by supporting me, and giving me the positivity that he has done every day since we met, I am becoming a better person. I'm not as worried and scared as I used to be about trivial things. I'm not obsessing over matters that don't mean anything. He's part of my home now. From miles away, the warmth and the guidance he offers me is nothing less than indescribable, and I am a very, very lucky girl to know him.

/endsap

Santi is wearing :

Body, Hands & Feet : [SIGNATURE] Gianni - Mesh Body

Skin : STRAY DOG - Caleb

Head : CATWA HEAD Daniel

Beard : Volkstone Grizzly Facial Hair

Hair & Hairbase : Yuth - HurtBae

Tattoo : Dappa - No Love

Jeans : Represent - Utility Jeans